hmmm.... tabulas is a bit more complicated than i thought. hmm... i'm gonna experiment more. well, as for now, i'm kinda null bout this whole tabulas thing.

i hope no one sees this yet. ja mata ne.

wee... i've uploaded the wallpapers at 00freehost and i've put the thumbnails already. hehe. so yup. this tabula is basically a wallpaper journal/gallery. hehe. i don't know why i've gone through so much trouble getting a tabula and also a host for the wallpapers. lol. i guess i wanna experience the "html ready" log, plus i don't have to worry bout who's gonna host and all.

yes. i'm very idiosyncratic. bwahaha. so shoot me.

INSTRUCTIONS: go to gallery, got to album "gallery", then select a wallpaper you like, then cut and past to the address box the URL indicated at the bottom. ^_^

ja.

wah! blogger won't open. and to think that i worked all day just to make an anniversary layout for my blog. now that i'm just goin to edit blogger, it's when it does this server revamp or something. argh... now my whole spinal and lumbar regions are dissapointing me. T_T

i'm was (and still am) looking for friends here in tabulas (hehe.... i might just get the hang out of this thing...!) and i noticed that lots have done a great deal of work in html and layouting in their tabulas. hmpph... mine's so plain. hehe. i guess i'll work on it some time soon.

but now, i'm hoping that blogger is working because i've been surfing unwillingly for the past whole hour already. T_T... i'll murder jason g. someday.

mwahaha...! blog-GRR, beware.

hehe... i have published my new layout in my bloggie a while ago and i got lots of nice comments for the anniversary layout. wee. i kinda liked it myself. chii!

i feel more connected now more than ever. there are certain transitions which occur to me every year: the internet-active season and the internt-hibernation season. lol. sometimes i'll find myself absent from the web for 2 weeks to a month, but there are also times wherein i get to use my computer a lot more frequently than usual. T_T. despite the torture of my universally-slow computer to the ass-dead speed of my modem, i learned to overcome those with the help of my undying addiction with the net. bwaharhar.

hehe. i wanna change my layout here. it's too plain. ^_^ crud.

i guess i'll work on it after i finish with my layout archive.

anyway, try to stare at this for a while and then reflect on life as you do so.

wah... i have just upgraded my cpu, finally found a compatible port for my modem. it has been nine days since i'm blog-deprived.

now my server has got some error or something. specifically the error 500 internal server error.

all i can say is... d h a y m!

huhu... i've got no more blog. it seems that my hostess' domain expired or was suspended or something. wah. i didn't even get a word from her that her domain was going kapoot. T_T. oh well... i'll stick to tabulas for now then. it's the best alternative so far.

hehe... i got tired of the felicia layout, so here.... a weiss kreuz layout! hehe. i tried so much to replace the plain felicia one, but this one is just as plain. but i like it better now. at least it looks like i put more effort on it, even if it took me only 40 minutes to do this layout. (20 minutes if my modem just speeded up... argh.)

so what's up with me? well, academics-wise, i'm doing quite great. i got 93.14 for general average and ended top one in class and top ten in the batch... @_@ i myself can't believe it. i guess i improved this year, or maybe i was just lucky.

but fuck it all... now everyone's expecting so much from me. they expect me to retain my grades but just in case no one notices SECOND QUARTER BEATS UP MY SMART-ASS.... ASS. they picked me as representative for the social quiz bee (which sucks), assigned me to take charge of the bulletin board (which sucks again), and blah blah blah. T_T

hehe. i want high grades. i like being on top even. the thing is, i hate the responsibility that accompanies it. (damn relativity.)

as a matter of fact, i have a science quiz tomorrow. it's already 11:52 pm and i haven't studied anything. lol. the computer hacks me like a vacuum. haha.... oh well. i did sleep long when i got home, so i guess i have the energy to study until 2am even if it has to make me sacrifice my regular midnight tv schedule. (what...? no wonder years, afv and spongebob?! wah...!)

btw, check out my art & wallpapers people! ^^ they suck... but what the hell. it's my space anyway and it's not your problem if i choose to waste it. bwaharhar....

*bangag*

UGH... i hate circumstances!

you see, i have a cellphone bill problem. i bought the phone last june or july, and up to now, i haven't received the bill. i thought that the first few months were paid with the initial payment or something, but apparently, it has been already 4 months at least and i still haven't got the bill. finally last week i received a text message saying that i should pay up or else they'll suspend my line. so i let my friend and reseller call the customer service, and they even had an argument.

the problem was, instead of the billing address no. 2332, in their database it was 2331. now, that was their mistake, their foolish fucking mistake. i mean, we did send the requirements before i got my phone, and all of them contained the PROPER address. ugh. so in the end of the discussion, they said that they'll just fax the bill the next day.

it has been at least a week after that. i thought that that ordeal was over because people here just kept quiet and i didn't receive any more notices.

then on lunch time, i received a text message saying that i can't make any outgoing calls and sms's because i haven't accomplished the billing requirements.

what the fuck?!

it was as if the previous customer service conversation never happened? it's not our fault we weren't able to pay the bill, and it's not as if we didn't report it.

it's okay... i guess. but i only walk home. connection? well, it was raining cats and dogs during dismissal time, and all my friends have already gone home. waaaah...!

i really hate circumstances. it hasn't been raining in this place for a loooong time, and just when my line got cut, that's when it rains like fuck.

haha. ha ha ha ha. HA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

T_T i cried. i laughed. at the same time. after i took a bath, calmness overcame me once again.

i don't want a phone anymore. =P

btw, kully! thankies~! i did do well in the test. i perfected it even. ^^ yash-san, i guess your right. it really hurts when you expect a lot. that's why i'm becoming a bit fatalistic (or maybe just indifferent) nowadays. ^^

hehe. we had our high school cheering competition a while ago... and i must say, this year's cheering competition was soooo breathtaking. normally i wouldn't be so interested in it, but this year somehow the artistry, the choreography, the intensity... it's just so great i myself almost wanted to cry.

okay, so i wasn't really part of my batch's squad, because i don't go to a regular pe class, instead i go to this pe "program" thing called siige. now if you are in the siige, you have an option to join the squad or not. of course, i'm not really fit to be in the cheering business, so i didn't. hehe.

so i sat out there: jei - the professional cheering critique.

anyway, the cheering themes for the batches are as follows: seniors - oriental, juniors - cirque du tres (shouldn't it be trois? oh well... french fry.), sophomores - indian (though some of it was egyptian) and the freshmen - summer. it was kinda biased though. the awards were just somehow distributed between the juniors and the seniors, but i'm not saying they didn't deserve it. the junior's presentation was really like a cirque performance. you know, that sort of dark balletXcircus kind of performance. hehe. i don't know why but something about their energy or whatever made me want to cry while watching them. like i said, the cheering competition was really, really intense. hehe... when i talked to death on the phone a while ago, he was talking about this book named cirque du freak... so that's really weird. small small world, huh?

anyway, the seniors had a cute presentation. not as dramatic as the juniors', but the livelihood was truly felt. plus their theme was really cute. and their voices were really whole. hehe.

if you asked me, if i were the judge of the competition, the juniors and the seniors would tie. then the sophies would be second place. lol. haha... i wish.

the sophies, or my batch... let me think. maybe it was adrenaline or something, but they were pretty good. they do have a problem over synchronization, and the volume of their voice was kind of soft, even compared to the freshmen. but the squad effects and cheers were really creative and unique!

the freshies, well, the flaws of our batch were their strengths, and vice versa. they were more louder and united more than we do, but their cheers were too common (some were corny, even...). oh well. not bad for their first time. hehe.

but it didn't really matter. the awards were monopolized by the seniors and juniors anyway. hehe. made me wonder when we'll be champions again. ^^

hehe... well, enough of that. no words can express the grandeur. and you should believe me. i'm not a cheering competition sort of person. hehe.

anyway, nagi, thanks for explaining that to me... hehe. i'm giving up on my phone anyway (it IS such a hassle as yash said) plus my mom's gonna give me some money before going some place on november so i could buy my desired domain already...! hurrah!

F-I-G-H-T FIGHT GO FIGHT WIN!

@_@ lol.