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May 27th, 2004

To Top it All of

Posted by highwire_d at 12:33 PM on May 27, 2004 as a stickied post.

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note:
if you want to add me to your friends list (tabulas users) or to your links (non tabulas users), don't ask me anymore. just add me. thank you.

i don't have yahoo messenger anymore and i don't intend to get it back. contact me through email or through my site.

also, calling all camwhores! please join the camwhores community!
or if you think life is so utterly dull and boring, please join the no life community!

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August 22nd, 2004

Live Journal

Posted by highwire_d at 08:39 PM on August 22, 2004.

i gotsa live journal... and i don't know why.



it's not the private blog, but... ugh. just go look-see.

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July 25th, 2004

Lift Up my Spirits Before I Die.

Posted by highwire_d at 11:12 PM on July 25, 2004.

i've been thinking a great deal about it... and this is the only time this week that i'll probably be free so i guess i'm going to have to post this now.

i'm going to move sooner or later and people, be sure to check your emails or something because i'm going to send the new address to the only people i want to go to my site. i'm so tired of public blogging. people pop here. pop there. they're everywhere. i thought privacy wasn't such a big deal to me but now, i'm not so sure. or maybe i'm turning into an elitist.

you're sure to be in my new list of friends if:
a. you're a real good friend of mine from school.
b. you're death, who has been my childhood friend for almost eleven years and very much deserves his own category.
c. you were a blog friend of mine even before i went to tabulas.
d. you're in my links page, i'll give you my [then] old and empty tabulas account password so that you can check out my latest entries.
e. i am an avid reader of your blog.
f. i got to know you in yahoo messenger.

what's that letter popping out of your head? oh... Y. right... why? why must i do all this? well, here are some reasons:
a. because i can finally rant and rave as much as i want to about people from hell and without being paranoid of external forces barging into really intimate issues.
b. i'm sick and tired of being a layout. i'm an entry. an entry!
c. because i don't and won't do layouts anymore. welcome to a blog. note. a blog. not a layout request site.
d. i don't want to be oppressed from being totally open about expression. sometimes i write this really huge entry then i suddenly stop because i consider some people whom may find the entry offending or something.
e. from all the photo manipulation i was doing, i don't want the same kharma to go back to my pics... haha.

i hope you guys understand. it's been nice knowing you all. you won't be too affected. you won't find me. and even if you do, you won't be able to see anything for it's going to be friends only.

au revoir.
Currently listening to: Maroon 5 - Woman
Currently feeling: sore

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July 22nd, 2004

Appear, Disappear, One Half, One Fourth

Posted by highwire_d at 08:53 PM on July 22, 2004.

dammit. i can only see 1/4 of the page. internet explorer is minimized and i don't know how to maximize it. why not use the mouse, dumbass? well, it isn't working... T_T

anyway, i had drive c reformatted because there was no other way. it was crashing a lot worse than five porsches crashing into each other. haha. just kidding.

i don't know what to feel. i'm glad that it's working, except for my not so handy-dandy mouse. i guess i'm just not really susceptible to change. ugh. everything is gray... and blue... and slooooooooow. it took me forever to connect and i don't know why.

it's so weird. in the startup it says the os is windows xp, but when it's open, it's windows 98. haha...

my old files are still in my drive d, but i'm thinking of cleaning it all up. oh well. in drive c, i have adobe acrobat and adobe pagemaker... hmm... i can open pdf files now and make my own magazine. joy. good thing photoshop is restored in drive d. alleluia. i can't obvoiuslly work on it now because my mouse is dead. we also have correl... r.a.v.e, draw, etc... but it won't open for some reason. haha. frontpage is gone. i have to retrieve it again from drive d.

look on the bright side. at least it's working. joy joy happy happy. even if it's slow. and the mouse is fucked. and many programs are missing. and everything is plain...

i'm gonna buy a mouse tomorrow. perhaps everything will be better.

thank you for understanding. um, did you?
Currently listening to: Beethoven - Moonlight Sonata
Currently feeling: grrr

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July 10th, 2004

Waaah

Posted by highwire_d at 05:08 PM on July 10, 2004.

way to go, gloria. and by "gloria" i mean the president and her administration. a life is at stake and still you continue to suck up america's white hairy ass.

u.n. itself forbade the invasion of iraq by america, but still, there it was. and what's worse? the government of the philippines chose to assist bush and his evul plots.

here we are, the already economically poor republic of the philippines, who doesn't have any conflict with iraq at all. then suddenly, this virus chose to send troops to iraq as payback to letting her suck the cock of the bald eagle the last time he visited. we didn't have to get involved, but thanks to this virus, we are now in great danger to have ourselves terrorized.

and look. after at least a year, a countryman, innocent even, is about to get beheaded unless the extremists' demands are met. still, the virus and those of her kind stubbornly resist to remove the troops from iraq, who, if you think about it, shouldn't have gone there in the first place.

and there are only a few hours left. what would happen to angelo dela cruz? would he shed blood because of juan dela cruz's mistakes?

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i have a very bad cold. too bad in fact that i think i have pharyngitis again so i can't speak and swallow properly. wah. i think i got it after having a short fever that started last thursday night.

last friday, i was supposed to join my class for our class picture. but because i had a fever, i was unable to get my *cough cough* face included. dang. and also on that day, at dismissal time, the staffers of the high school newspaper, insights, were supposed to have a meeting, and failure to attend would result to immediate dismissal.

wow. what perfect timing for me to get a fever, ne? well, i missed out on the class pic, but i was able to go to school on 12:45, because i felt better and i didn't want to miss math and filipino because i had important tests then... plus the insights meeting. sure i was excused, but it would be a burden if i had to explain and the editors would lecture me blah blah blah, wouldn't it?

when i got in the insights meeting, i was surprised at the number of staffers i was going to be working with. i found out later that we were 77 in total! wow... that's enough to make a movie. ahaha.

i also had a dilemma. you see, when insights was screening for staffers, i screened for both features and science departments. it turned out that i qualified for both, but i had to choose only one. the science editor, danny d.c., approached me and told me that, so she asked which department i would join in.

i chose science because first off, danny was the first one to tell me that i got in insights (redundant, huh?). haha... i can remember that day, it was probably two or three days after the screening and i went out of the classroom and there she was.
"umm, are you julienne?"
"uh, yeah..."
"hi, i'm danny, i'm your science editor and i would like to congratulate you because you got in."
*shakes hands*
"really? thanks."
"i liked how you wrote your article. it was a simple topic but you used wit... if you chose the other topics which were the more recent science news, that would've be a big bonus..."
"hehe... yeah, i guess."

second, she was the one who approached me in the
meeting (she likes me, huh? hehe)...
"hey, julienne."
"hi, danny..."
"you see, you have a dilemma. you screened for both science and features, right?"
"yup."
"well, you could only choose one department. but i strongly suggest that you choose science because first, it's my department *winks* and..."

and the third, the number of staffers in the features department, according to danny, was "already overwhelming". so yeah.

hmm... good luck to me. and good luck to angelo dela cruz. peace.
Currently listening to: Switchfoot - Meant to Live
Currently feeling: sick

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July 6th, 2004

Midnight Solitaire

Posted by highwire_d at 10:42 PM on July 6, 2004.

MIDNIGHT SOLITAIRE

longing for spring, you bound yourself
cuffed within the threads of light
the light of which you cannot see
for you're trapped in endless midnight

your soul is as immaculate as white
but fears stain it with crimson tears
and in the apex of your tragedy
all turns to black

nothing is hotter than their breath
still nothing is colder than their soul
hear the blood rush and veins pull
as you absorb the warmth which is my hand

how i yearn to set you free
with these hands of not much use to me
how i pray you'd make me see
the glorious beauty of regal darkness

yet i'm powerless and restrained
as i leave you in your midnight solitaire
wishing that even in your dreams
you see the colors of the moon.


*sorry, i am not a poet... but i am still thinking about lolo. so yeah, when you read the poem again, you'll figure out it's for him. ^^

and yeah, "midnight solitaire" is the pseudonym anjeannete(?) abayari used in her film halik ng vampira. XP
Currently listening to: System of a Down - Aerials
Currently feeling: irritated

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